I confess, I am perforce shallow
Simpler than many I know
But the expanse of nature’s tableau
T’is too vast for any of us to row
Tragedy!

ఆవకాయ చెట్టు…
“జామకాయన్జూసిన జమ్ముగుంటది దిoటె
మామిడికాయన్జూసిన మజా గుంటది మింగుతె
సొర్రకాయన్జూసిoడ్రా దాంతో జేసిన
సాంబారు బువ్వ కంటే లేదు జబర్దస్తు బువ్వ
కాని గీ ఆవకాయేoదో సమజైతలేదు
దానిసెట్టునెప్పుడైన నువ్వు జూసినవానె
అని తనమ్మనడిగిండొక అతితెలివి తెలంగాన పోరడు”

ఒకప్పటి తెలంగాన పొరడు, ఇప్పటి ఇండియనాపోలీసు నివాసి
Meena Kumari Naaz…

I was listening to an old Kishore Kumar and Meena Kumari duet the other day and it suddenly occurred to me that it’s been almost 48 years since she passed away! Almost half a century has gone by just like that, which is incredible to those of us still ticking and remember her days…
Meena Kumari (Mahjabeen Bano) was born in 1933. Actress par excellence. Died at the young age of 39! From what is known of her life, she endured several lifetimes worth of pain and suffering, as cognoscenti of Hindi cinema already know. Others only have to watch the wonderful documentary, Viraasat, to understand her unbelievably poignant childhood, rise to stardom, troubled married life, descent into the bottle, and the untimely tragic end, all encapsulated in a tragedy of Shakespearean proportions. Vinod Mehta’s Meena Kumari, Classic Biography, published in 2013, is a good resource about her life for those interested. That even to date she remains unmatched as the queen of tragedy is a testament to her acting prowess in classics such as Pakeezah, Bheegi Raat, Dil Ek Mandir, Sahib Bibi Aur Ghulam, Kaajal, etc., which are still eminently watchable after all these decades!
There were, however, a couple of tidbits about her life of which I was not aware until recently…First, I had no idea that she was the great granddaughter of one of Rabindranath Tagore’s brothers! From what I heard, that whole saga of her grandmother leaving her ancestral home, converting to Christianity, and her mother’s move to Bombay and marrying Ali Bux, etc., is fit to be a whole Sarat novel by itself!
Secondly, what was also news to me was that she was a renowned shayar and that her nom-de-plume was Naaz! There is a book of her poems that has been mentioned, “तन्हा चाँद”, published by Gulzar, but this was a hard one to find (I am still searching for a copy)! Then there is “Meena Kumari, the Poet: A Life Beyond Cinema” by Noorul Hassan (available on Amazon). She even made an album called “I Write I Recite“, available on YouTube. Her voice is really very sweet! No wonder Ameen Sayani once called it ‘शहद में डूबी हुवी आवाज़!’
Here is one of her ghazals chaand tanha, recorded in her own voice. So full of bitter-sweet melancholy, it sums up her entire life…

Be that as it may, what I want to do here is try to remember some of her happy songs to commemorate her! Phenomenal as her other movies are, I would like to focus on some happy movie moments! I hope all the embedded videos work…
The very first happy song that comes to my mind is the one from Rukhsana (1955)…a wonderful melody with Kishore…yeh char din bahar ke…I really wish her own life had gone along the same lines as the song…
(there was no action clip of this song available on YouTube …)
This next one humsafar mere humsafar with Dharmendra is from the movie Purnima (1965), beautifully sung by Lata and Mukesh…she looks so lovely!
Here is one with Jubilee Kumar…raste mein do anjaane from the film Akeli Mat Jayyo (1963)…by the way, there are a few more really fun songs in this movie…
In this gem from Kohinoor (1960), you can see her doing a lively number…
Here is a very youthful Meena Kumari in Azad (1955)…
Another Azad song I just can’t leave out – kitna hasiin hai mausam, kitnaa hasiin safar hai – a melodious duet with an equally young Dilip Kumar…this movie has another to die for song, Tum pe marte hain. Do check it out…
And we really can’t forget the movie Yahudi (1958) with Dilip Kumar! This is a great song and Meena Kumari looks really beautiful…
Yahudi has a few more wonderful songs, for eg., aate jaate pehloo mein aaya koi and the famous Mukesh single, yeh mera diwaana pan hai…
And who can forget ajeeb daastan hai yeh from Dil Apna Aur Preet Parai…?
I fully agree with Pradeep Kumar’s sentiment in this next song ab kya misaal doon, from Aarti (1962)…this song also happens to be one of Rafi’s best…
And the unforgettable nazm ‘naghma o sher ki saugat kise pesh karun‘ from Ghazal (1964)! Not only does she look angelic in this, the whole song is worth memorizing just for the beauty of Sahir Ludhianwi’s words, especially the line -“मस्त ज़ुल्फ़ों की सियाह रात किसे पेश करूं… ” just blows me away!
Lastly, but not least, I have to mention Bheegi Raat and the song “dil jo na keh saka...” She was probably her most voluptuous in this song…and the lyrics by Majrooh are so priceless that they just leave me speechless!
दिल जो न कह सका
वही राज़-ए-दिल कहने की रात आई
दिल जो न कह सका
वही राज़-ए-दिल कहने की रात आई
दिल जो न कह सका
नग़मा सा कोई जाग उठा बदन में
झनकार की सी थर-थारी है तन में
झनकार की सी थर-थारी है तन में
हो प्यार की इन्ही धड़कती
धड़कती फिज़ाओं में
रहने की रात आई
दिल जो न कह सका
वही राज़-ए-दिल कहने की रात आई
अब तक दबी थी एक मौज-ए-अरमान
लब तक जो आई बनगयी है तूफ़ान
लब तक जो आई बनगयी है तूफ़ान
हो बात प्यार की बहकती
बहकती निगाहों से
कहने की रात आई
दिल जो न कह सका
वही राज़-ए-दिल कहने की रात आई
गुज़रे ना ये शब् खोल दूँ ये जुल्फें
तुमको छुपालूं मूँद के ये पलकें
तुमको छुपालूं मूँद के ये पलकें
हो बेकरार सी लरजती
लरजती सी छाओं में
रहने की रात आई
दिल जो न कह सका
वही राज़-ए-दिल कहने की रात आई
Phenomenal achievements in such a short life! Thank you Mahjabeen!
Turmeric anyone?
Have you noticed, whenever a new spice or herb or natural substance pops up in the news, suddenly you begin to see countless commercials, videos and news articles claiming a million health benefits? YouTube and other video posting sites get inundated with people claiming cures for everything from a mild itch to stage IV cancer? Well, it looks as if it is turmeric’s turn now…and I will attempt to look at the clinical basis for those claims.
The basics: Turmeric is a rhizome that belongs to the ginger family. As you can see from the picture below, it looks a lot like ginger…Turmeric has been used in Asian cultures, especially India, for millennia for its nutritional, medicinal (based on ayurveda), and cosmetic properties. I am not going to go into all of these, as I want to focus on the latest clinically known information, especially as it relates to osteoarthritis. The active ingredient in turmeric is called curcumin, is a cute little molecule whose chemical name is diferuloylmethane (see below). You can visit the Wikipedia page on turmeric for more background information.



https://www.researchgate.net/figure/Curcumin-diferuloylmethane-structure_fig1_264613777
First of all, let’s address the elephant in the room – is ‘curcumin’ currently officially ‘approved’ as treatment for any illness? The answer from the FDA Drug Appovals site, as of today (01/14/2020), is an emphatic NO.
It’s hard to know how many, if any, new drug applications are awaiting approval by the FDA, as that information may be confidential. However, we can look at how many clinical studies of curcumin have been completed in the past few years or how many are ongoing…This exercise can be useful because, by law, whenever a drug company (study sponsor) starts a new clinical study, it has to register the study with the government AND then submit high level results within a fixed time frame after study completion. Since we can’t find out the application status, we can at least look at the recently completed studies registered in the US. This is an indirect way to look at who might have applied or may apply in the future.
A search of this database revealed, again as of today, over 250 registered clinical trials where ‘turmeric’ OR ‘curcumin’ OR ‘curcuma’ was used as test treatment. Of these studies, approximately 60 were completed and the others were listed as either ongoing or terminated, etc. Again, of the 60 completed trials, a little over 10 were Phase III studies and only two of these 10 had available study results. However, neither study was conducted in participants with arthritis.
I did find, however, one completed Phase III arthritis study registered from Thailand (Mahidol University), but this one had no results although it was completed over seven years ago. This study would have provided a great opportunity for all knee osteoarthritis patients to know more about efficacy of turmeric in arthritis. This doozy of a randomized study was conducted in a whopping 360 plus patients! It directly compared turmeric extracts against the one of the current standard treatments, ibuprofen. Too bad there were no results!
You see, sponsors of totally foreign-based studies may not be legally required to post the results on the above-mentioned site. So, I went to the National Library of Medicine database next. This is a great resource for published results of almost all medical research conducted in the world. I was hoping to find that Thailand study results on this site, but sadly I was disappointed here as well.
So, moving on, I continued to search for other ‘published’ clinical information on turmeric and arthritis at this NLM site. A search with the words ‘turmeric‘ OR ‘curcumin‘ AND ‘osteoarthritis‘ AND ‘randomized‘ appearing in the titles revealed 4 articles (15 January 2020). We will look at those now…For obvious reasons, I will keep the information quite general and high level and will not go into a lot of scientific details.
The first article describes a study in which 139 osteoarthritis patients received either curcumin capsules or the non-steroidal anti-inflammatory agent diclofenac over four weeks and the two groups were then compared…the results showed the two treatments were similar with respect to knee pain, meaning that curcumin worked just as much as diclofenac did but the turmeric group had fewer side effects…that I think is a plus! Note that they used a brand of curcumin called BCM-95.
The second article describes a randomized study in which 201 osteoarthritis patients were treated over 12 weeks with curcuminoids (Curamed®) OR curcumin plus Indian frankincense (Curamin®) OR placebo, in three groups. Results were positive with respect to pain in the two treatment groups compared to placebo! This could be a good thing for osteoarthritis patients! The group that received curcumin plus frankincense fared a little better than the curcumin group, but still! I love this result.
The third study was not really a test of curcumin or turmeric, but it did suggest that it might be helpful when combined with exercise and a combination of glucosamine and chondroitin sulfate…the number of patients in the study was only around 50 overall…
The fourth study was a smallish study of 50 patients with knee osteoarthritis. Half the patients in the study were given a specialized formulation of curcumin (Theracumin®) and the other half a placebo over 8 weeks. The results were positive for the curcumin group who experienced significantly less pain than the other group! Yeay!!
In the same NLM search, dropping the word ‘randomized’, four additional articles popped up. I am not describing them as I did the others since these studies probably weren’t randomized, they do look very promising, in my opinion, for osteoarthritis patients considering turmeric and curcumin!
To sum it up, the whole point of my blog is to emphasize the importance of sticking to the tried and tested and reliable scientific information databases only and not trust charlatans and unproven claims on the net…

An ode to ochre
Although the color yellow may be the first word to pop into one’s mind when ochre is mentioned, did you know that there are dozens of ochre shades out there?

I have always been fascinated by ochre, probably because the house I grew up in had this beautiful yellow ochre exterior. Shown below is a 30 by 20 oil of that house based on my memory of it from decades ago. I am not an artist, but I had to paint it as the house and the surroundings are regular fixtures in my dreams, good and bad, through the years! It was small but quite functional and had sheltered twelve of us as we were growing up. The painting keeps my memories live…it saddens me to think that the house is not there anymore.

Here are some really interesting things I found out about ochre as I was researching its shades. Do you know that the use of ochre, especially red ochre, goes back a staggering 200,000 to 300,000 years to the paleolithic age and early humans! Studies show that the prehistoric hominins and hominids were using ochre as lip gloss, an adhesive, insect repellent, for dying and tanning animal hides, decoration of cave walls, protection from harsh sunlight, etc, etc. That I think is just fascinating! They were really the early scientists!

So, what exactly is ochre?
To put it very simply, ochre comes from certain types of rocks and dirt. All ochres are basically composed of different amounts of iron oxides; depending on the proportions of ferric oxide (hematite) and ferric hydroxides (geothite/limonite, etc.), ochre acquires different colors and shades (yellow, red, sienna, umber, purple, etc). These minerals and associated colors are what makes the painted cliffs of Australia or the sandstone hills of Arizona, beautiful.


You should also not miss the ochre artwork of Australian aborigines! The paintings are simply out of this world beautiful. Click here to see a sampling of the aboriginal artistry. And here is a more recent example by Brian Farmer Illortaminni, done in ochre on canvas…isn’t it just wonderful?

Finally, of course, any discussion of ochre cannot be complete without mentioning Diggory Venn, a character from one of my favorite novels, Return of the Native by Thomas Hardy! This wonderful story actually starts with a very red-colored young man walking next to his carriage on a lonely road in Egdon Heath, the fictional landscape of Hardy. In the book, Diggory happens to be a reddleman by profession! And reddlemen used to sell ‘reddle’ or red ochre to sheep farmers for marking sheep. Because of the constant exposure to the red dust, poor Diggory was literally red – his clothes, his worldly belongings, and his whole body – giving him quite an unworldly appearance! Diggory’s character, while it was not very vital to the main plot, does become notorious and memorable for his appearance as he introduces the famous Egdon Heath and its pagan past to the world. By the way, did you know that the Stonehenge is in Egdon Heath?

Toodle loo…
An oldie but a goldie…मानी
Sesha Reddigari
a heart-rending beautiful nazm by Gulzar
more delicate than a gossamer
softer than a butterfly’s wing
a dew drop on a bright morning –
that will quake every sentient heart…
چوک سے چل کر منڈی سے بازار سے ہو کر
لال گلی سے گزری ہے کاغذ کی کشتی
بارش کی لاوارس پانی پر بیٹھی بیچاری کشتی
شہر کی آوارہ گلیوں میں سہمی سہمی پوچھ رہی ہے
ہر کشتی کا ساحل ہوتا ہے تو
میرا بھی کیا ساحل ہوگا؟
اک معصوم سے بچے نے
بمعنی کو معنی دے کر
ردی کی کاغذ پر کیسا ظلم کیا ہے
i love to read this nazm aloud to myself all the time. never fails to bring tears to my eyes every time feeling sorry for the kashti.
and behind these lines, i think gulzar is questioning the creator in a very subtle way…
हम सब को ऐसे भटका रहे हो इस ज़िंदगी की गलियों में, आखिर क्यों? ये तमाशा क्या है?
it kind of takes me to one of ghalib’s famous ghazals –
बाज़ीचा-ए-अतफ़ाल है दुनिया मेरे आगे
होता है शब-ओ-रोज़ तमाशा मिरे आगे.
here is an mp3 of the nazm…i really hope i am not violating any copyright laws…
(धन्यवाद और प्रणाम, गुलज़ारजी !)
To CBD or not to CBD…
It appears that CBD is here to stay.
According to Forbes market research, annual sales of all incarnations of CBD will hit a stupendous 20 billion US dollars by 20241! Sales are growing at the rate of 100% or more each year. Perhaps no other drug substance has grown so much so fast!
So what is actually going on? What is so magical about CBD?
For the few still out there who are unaware of what exactly CBD is and how it is related to THC (the active ingredient of marijuana), the internet is replete with many informative sites, far too many to mention here, but I would readily recommend this page for starters.
So, with that said, what are the diseases for which CBD has been approved as treatment thus far? When I say ‘approved’, I mean approval by regulatory bodies such as the FDA (US), EMA (Europe), and HC (Canada), etc. You see, the process works like this – first, the drug maker performs extensive preclinical and clinical testing of the product ending with randomized clinical trials. If the results are significant, the company gathers all the data and sends that to the agencies in the form of a marketing application. The agencies then subject the data to rigorous scientific and statistical review by top notch scientists of their own. For your information, the regulatory agencies take this job extremely seriously and spend enormous amounts of time and tax-payer money doing this.
As for CBD, to date, the FDA has approved only one product, and this approval was for the treatment of a form of epilepsy2. What this means is that CBD is NOT officially permitted to be prescribed for any other ailment. Nevertheless, there is so much excitement, what with thousands upon thousands of websites and blogs promoting CBD as a panacea for everything from toe nail fungus to achy hair, with everything in between including cancer. It is impossible to say how many of these claims can be proven, if at all. Since they are not approved indications, it is marketed as a food supplement. Do you know that the FDA has sent out warning letters (this is serious business!) to several manufacturers making false claims? For example, more than 20 companies were warned in 2019 alone!3 To boot, in many cases the products being sold were found to not contain the levels of CBD they claimed to contain! This is a double whammy, if you think about it…not only that the products are not approved but also the bottle you buy may not contain the amount of CBD they say there is!
So, in the absence of official approvals, is there any kind of evidence that CBD is good for any conditions? Again, the answer to this probably depends on who you ask, and I urge people to rely on reputable sites for information. I would start with WebMD, Mayo Clinic, and Harvard Health Publishing, to name some. Please watch out, educate yourselves, and save your money!
Sources:
1. https://www.forbes.com/sites/irisdorbian/2019/05/20/cbd-market-could-reach-20-billion-by-2024-says-new-study/#8b2102549d05 – visited: 7 January 2020 .
2. https://www.fda.gov/news-events/public-health-focus/fda-regulation-cannabis-and-cannabis-derived-products-including-cannabidiol-cbd#approved – visited: 7 January 2020.
3. https://www.fda.gov/news-events/public-health-focus/warning-letters-and-test-results-cannabidiol-related-products – visited: 7 January 2020.
MERE RASHKE QAMAR (मेरे रश्के क़मर)
This intensely intoxicating qawali, written by Fana Buland Shehri and made famous by the great Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan, needs absolutely no introduction. It is just there to immerse oneself in the beauty of its words. No wonder it appeared in so many bollywood and lollywood movies.
These are the best lines from this great poem for me…
چاند کے سائے میں اے میرے ساقیا
تو نے ایسی پلائی مزہ آ گیا
….
نشہ شیشے میں انگڑائی لینے لگا
بزمِ رنداں میں ساغر کھنکنے لگے
(Hindi transliteration)
चाँद के साये मे ए मेरे साक़ीया
तू ने ऐसी पिलाई मज़ा आगया
…
नशा शीशे में अंगड़ाई लेने लगा
बज़्म-ए-रिंदा में साग़र खनक ने लगे
Just feel the play of words! How can I describe it? Impossible to translate into any other language . The meaning can only be ‘felt’. For a literal translation of the entire poem, see Hamzashad’s page…he has done a masterful job.
Here is the YouTube link for my favorite rendition of the qawali. Pure, absolute, untinctured pleasure! No need for any jaam or saaqi…
TTYL
Is it possible to use multiple languages in the same post?
A Test:
Preformatted: آپ بیٹھے ہیں بالیں پہ میری، موت کا زور چلتا نہیں ہے
Not preformatted: آپ بیٹھے ہیں بالیں پہ میری، موت کا زور چلتا نہیں ہے
ఇది తెలుగు
Maintenant, le français
Now in English
आखिर में हिंदी
Result: Seems it is possible! By the way, that line in urdu is from NFAK’s popular qawali. Here is the link!